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Sunday, April 4, 2004
Saturday 3rd April 2004-Laura, aged 20 from Devon, Southwest England
Things I have worried about today:
- That I would fall asleep and my morning tea would get cold before I had a chance to drink it - That it didn't make any difference whether I got up or not as I have nothing to do today - That I won't have time to do all the nothing I want - That I'm not independent enough - That my parents aren't encouraging me to be independent - That I'm starting to hate my parents - That my mum smokes too much - That the headache that keeps coming and going is from spending too much time on the computer and I will be forced to do something else with my time - That I won't get the job I applied for - That I will get the job I applied for, but won't enjoy it and won't meet any people my age also working there - That even if I do enjoy the job, I won't earn enough to move out by the end of the Summer season - That even if I do earn enough, I won't have anywhere to move out to and will have to spend another depressing Winter here - That I wouldn't be able to stand another depressing Winter here - That I'm losing contact with my old friends - That I won't find another boyfriend as lovely as Jon - That I won't find another boyfriend - That the line I get when I frown at myself in the mirror is slowly turning into My First Wrinkle - That I frown too much - That I'm immature - That I'm wasting my youth and will be old before I know it - That everyone's having much more fun than me - That I worry too much
Posted by February 29th
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